*So I 'm all in, Yeah that sucks* My first run-in as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What sort of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm dead clock time to give some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one little niggle that did discommode me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Saami question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will bequeath it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would contribute us to this portray day, well I know you will call me crazy but I did the only matter that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to carry on with my normal life, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a numb person to attend school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her apartment till she went to bed just so I could restrain an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went plate and walked around the house I lived in with my female parent and half sister, Always seemed so restrained when I would walk in the house, Probably because my female parent and half babe were usually just sat in the living room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, wellspring that was pretty a good deal all I did for the past tense few days which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My gens is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more occupy. This morning, Well I as per normal just assume it 's break of the day began the same as the past few years since I have been dead, I was wondering around the business firm when I noticed my one-half sister walking out of her bedroom all dressed for schoolhouse which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course of action I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sister awoke and was set up for school before I would leave alone the home and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and nada would bar me doing it on this day. Five transactions later, Could be foresightful I do n't get laid, metre 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however yearn it took me I arrived on time as per convention, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much easier when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of track I found Alice in the Same office I had left her the nighttime before, Bed. I know my succeeding sentence will sound really creepy but I just get laid watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her quarter round, Forget I said that I am middling sure she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, wellspring I stood there for I do n't have sex how long before I heard the common shouting coming from the living room, It of course been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her bedroom just incase her nightwear was a piffling inappropriate, I do the Lapp thing every morning to be honest, I walked through her doorway and went to sit on the living room sofa until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty lots every morning, I waited for her to total out and then I got up and walked to the forepart door only to have her pursue me a few bit later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the commons, Of course I had to survey her, Ca n't give her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the whole time part as we all know by now that I have no clue about times or daylight, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me awry I have zero against them it 's just they give me the creeps, wellspring she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the short-change issue of prison term I have been drained it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

okeh I will be the first off to admit that seeing my gravestone, The place my body is buried for the first gear clip is kind of weird, It 's like been absolutely does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, Well anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave accent and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few instant I was sort of paralyzed with electrical shock I guess you could anticipate it I think I might of miss Alice speaking, Did get a few news though

*I young woman you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's variety of nice

wellspring I assume with all said and done she will get up and take the air to school but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow peck her up I could take her to shoal, shuffling sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't find fault her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, Wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't sound right-hand though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the Holy Writ out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the Lapp

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just evidence her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupe thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a niggling scathe by that because you think she would have it off her best booster voice

*Who do you imagine it is* I know it sounds a piffling mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a little upsetting when the only person you care about other than family of course does n't accredit your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't trust she it, She can find out me and she know 's who is talking, Guess I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unknown choice of Scripture, I know I probably do n't suffer long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess up with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be happy to babble to me but she does n't appear it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty a lot just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't close up then* I know I could of prefer some better word 's but meh who cares

*Good, feel Alex this is crazy weird that I can discover you and I do n't have it off if I am just imagining the whole thing or if this is just a crazy dream and any minute I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her buttock, If only I could wipe them away

*I Miss you too, It 's variety of lonely on this position of sprightliness, I mean I have cypher which to be fair is n't much of a difference but atleast when I had a lifetime I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of antic but it 's true
wellspring she does n't seem to be saying very much, shot I said something wrong, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, Wait she has this weird feeling on her face, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me home you would still be here today* She said, For the showtime sentence I actually do n't bonk how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have naught to rationalise for, It was an honor for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* Okay a minuscule soppy but I seriously do mean every Son, I loved every here and now I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't sleep together why she just did what she did but yes I am going to observe her, Till the end of the world if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how tenacious it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the memorial park gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can guess I did n't find her, I checked the schoolhouse, Library, Her domicile, The park and even came back to the burying ground but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to find her now .