i was walking my girl friend home from highschool. i was in my carhartts and work boots, and she was wearing a nice couple of tight blue jeans and a white tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the street corner to turn down plantation off Main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` lets go to your place '' she said with a wry smile. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up primary some more, till we got to my house. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to drink courtney '' ? i asked `` pepsi '' was her solution. so we ha a pepsi and she was very subdued, then she asked qhat meter my parents got menage and i said in a few hours. `` percect '' was the lonesome word of honor she said before taking my handwriting and pulling me i to my elbow room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight blue jean off her self. within 30 second she was naked and undressing me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her legs up ... needless to say i had the hint long before this. my member was hard as rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
viewing UP YOU WILL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
'' fuck '' i thought to my ego. it was only a aspiration, `` im coming im comjng give your horses ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, rain shower, clothes, and walk out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter jacket, oh ywah i forgot to observe im a fat kid in northern Vermont, not popular and a social outcast. anyways as i wss walking to school day i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 yards ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a junior and im a sophmore who should have been a senior but my mom wouldnt let me cut two grad ( 2-3 ) ya, im also impudent as shtup too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my Einstein raging at itself, `` just do it, no i slang, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual hooey. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my pharynx and i wanted to die of heart failure, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inches light than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i guess and i weigh about 300 pounds, like i even have a opportunity. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to opine i would say she weighs about 130 Pound if that, with light browned hair, a phonation of fortunate harmonica, and a smile of a godess vampire. ( sad forgot to mention im kinda a peasant kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly thing that keeps me from being churl is me being fat and being a country boy. i hate the city and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the level ... ya so courtney is this hot piece of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so Conservative about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its winter and uts like 30 degree ou right now, but seriously during the summer its like 75 and she still wears farsighted shorts and a tee shirt at the least ! i wear blue jean or carhartt shorts and a tee shirt because of my size i dont like there being much of the jiggle affect so i try to keep covered up with a hoddie virtually of the year, ( ya notice a approach pattern, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to shape on a friends farm, it is a inadequate drive i i hop in my Ranger but a midium walk, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and talk to the beautiful girl in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na pass ) so as we are crossing thru the park her mom and sis leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to stop ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she notices and grin at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass out shes so beautiful and smells so Nice, like a nation side blossom workshop just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' talk of the town to her dumb ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at to the lowest degree its quick today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally warm up '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her life in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the cold get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather hold a warmer place, oh finally a god damned intermission in the traffuc, come on Lashkar-e-Tayyiba get to schooltime im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no wonder shes cold. `` u r dressed for give, its not texas where u dress like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to live like Inuit '' she started laughing, YES i got her to laugh. `` i know, its really just my hands that r cold though '' she said. `` here take my gloves, sorry there a little dirty from the farm but they r warm, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the hinder door when she started to slip on a patch of ice and went to reach out for somethi g and caught ahold of my hand, i held on and lifted her vertebral column up before she could realy hit the ground. '' thanks im so sorry look i got ur bloomers wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hired man. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the lowest we spoke until the walkway home. it was a warmly afternoon, aboht 45 degrees, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard someone walking behind me, not payi g attention i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, Black veil Bride Iwrestledabearonce and lots of country. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no thing what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a immense favor to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u walk me home or at least to my street please, im not impression good. '' `` sure as shooting '' i said. `` whats wrong '' i asked, somehow i didnt sense shy today maybe it was luck, fate or somethkng but it was easg to talk to her today. `` honestly, i feel like shit, look like shit, and dont contribute a darn '' `` u dont look like shit, but u speech sound sick '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this braveness from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on plantation right, just after the depository financial institution ? '' `` ya '' `` cool i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking everyday ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` lucky im in drivers ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u for sure ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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