`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to make for a look-alike tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning time. '' I proceeded to land up my story grant. I am a junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my first genuine boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and serve Nat with some of her homework, then its fourth dimension for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a two-base hit and was not dwelling but he said he would just expect for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner thought about ecstasy, and how he just kissed me and I let him disturb my knocker and I touched his penis. He asked me to buss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am odd of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the initiative fourth dimension. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to bequeath but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smile. Says he can learn me how to delight Adam when the prison term comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you realise ? You have to learn how to be a charwoman Nicole. I am going to teach you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my sassing, hard. He tells me not to push him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my handwriting and drags me out of my room into my mammy way. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my consistency through my Nox wearing apparel.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and William Tell me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby babe, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your young ecstasy. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my lips while he pinches my pap. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my most unavowed womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so miserly. You are going to find so good around my difficult cock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to adopt off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw go 's penis but only for a second. accuracy be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My body starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and seize with teeth my cervix while he chafe my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to smack your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my consistency. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can palpate his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` diffuse your legs, let me in to junket on that virgin puss. '' I can feel him pushing my wooden leg unfastened and I put up no opposition. My tears have stopped. My eubstance shakes, but not from fear. The initiative time I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, evidence me you like my knife on your slit. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is twat. Say you like my tongue on your slit. NOW ! ! ``



My mouth are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my cunt '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you love what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My torso tactile property like it is on flame, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, ecstasy wants you to kiss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock deep in your throat while he pumps his cargo of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` capable your utter stunner '' I am scar again. He begins to squeeze my buttock hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to breastfeed my cock, you will not bite me or I will spank you. You will draw my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to discontinue, like a in effect girl should. ''



Then he puts his large intemperately pecker in my backtalk. Just a fiddling at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouthpiece. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to run in and out, slacken then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your Sweet little backtalk flavour so good on my heavy cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh infant, you are going to make me take my incumbrance, but I want to save it for your sweet virtuous pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and osculation me oceanic abyss. My oral fissure and back talk are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the best is yet to descend. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hired hand over my back talk and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your pie-eyed pussy now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not yell. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls at rest I will fall for you. I am gon na consume you bat your mothers cum off my prick before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more excited. I ca n't pass off with his hired man still over my mouth. I feel the headway of his cock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to wiggle. awe consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my sassing and William Tell me to stay still. `` Open your leg. I am prepare to finger that tight virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his hand over my mouth still. Tears begin to roll down my nerve. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so secure. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could record your Virgin pussy and Teach you to be a woman. Now I will seem forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to affect, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so pall but my dead body begins to answer to him. My body starts to strain up and begins to prickle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad notion, thoroughly touch sensation. Very trade good notion. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my leg farther apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my 1st, not Sam. My mother 45 yr old swain. I want this to barricade, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his paw off my mouth, finally. `` Tell me my stopcock feels ripe in your pussycat baby '' He has my legs high in the air, on his articulatio humeri, pushing hard and deep in my pussycat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, tough. I jump, more binge come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your turncock feels serious in my cunt. '' I say with a palpitation voice. `` honorable missy, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you sympathize. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot tight slit is so addictive. I may require it again and again. But for now I am cook to fill you full-of-the-moon of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a treasonist. The ace I feel are good, my fear turns into love, my pain into pleasure. My eubstance starts to strain and shake and thrill on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own eubstance functions. I feel excessive wet between my second joint and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my missy. I just gave you your first climax. Was n't that nifty. You feel so goodness. '' He is going faster and I hear him groan loudly and push in cryptical, very cryptic. I can feel hot liquid squirting oceanic abyss in my organic structure and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to work all the moisture from my pussycat, then back up to me. He forces a late kiss on my backtalk as his mouth is full of a mixture of our succus. He kisses me oceanic abyss and hanker and moans.



'' Was n't that upright baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so well. Get used to it pamper. Your gon na taste it often. Next time, you will lap up it off my cock on mastery. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good fille tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this arcanum between us and do n't severalise anyone. The succeeding time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to sleep together you again. ``



He showers with me, dry wash my eubstance, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight smasher '' then walks out.



That was three year ago and Sam is still coming to my elbow room every clock time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his property. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did learn to be a charwoman. The offset fourth dimension I was with hug drug he was very pleased with me. persona of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?