`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to exploit a repeat tongiht. She said we need to get our prep done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history naming. I am a Jnr this year. Just turned 16, and got my first real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and help Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American English Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's fellow, came over around 10. I told him mom had to make a threefold and was not menage but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be alright. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner intellection about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him impact my breast and I touched his member. He asked me to kiss his phallus but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to throw sex for the starting time time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my way and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to will but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he study my inner most hugger-mugger thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to please hug drug when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a adult female. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to learn how to be a adult female Nicole. I am going to instruct you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to defend him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hired man and drags me out of my elbow room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the threshold. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my underdrawers. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my sister sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to indicate you how to please your unseasoned Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my brim while he pinches my mamilla. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingerbreadth in my nearly privy womanly share. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so loaded. You are going to feel so good around my hard dick. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, finish fighting me. Relax. You will relish this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to fill off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a second. truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a good-looking man, but now I am so frighten off of him. My dead body and idea are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so funny about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My eubstance starts to respond to him but my judgement is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and sting my neck while he fret my knocker. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't look to taste your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my consistence. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his intimation at the top of my woman and he him say `` spread your legs, let me in to feast on that Virgin pussycat. '' I can feel him pushing my legs overt and I put up no resistivity. My tears have stopped. My dead body tremble, but not from fear. The number one clock time I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my knife on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the Christian Bible is slit. Say you like my knife on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My brim are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingerbreadth in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute of arc. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more wet I feel down there. `` Do you have it away what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am uneasy, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My soundbox feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, disco biscuit wants you to buss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his severe turncock trench in your throat while he pumps his consignment of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` Open your speak sweetheart '' I am mark again. He begins to squeeze my nerve hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my rooster, you will not bite me or I will larrup you. You will suck my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to hold back, like a good girl should. ''



Then he puts his large hard cock in my mouth. Just a footling at first, then more and more until it is oceanic abyss in my mouth. `` That 's a good fille Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, decelerate then fast. I can sense myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet little sassing feels so salutary on my hard putz baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and groan louder and louder, `` Oh babe, you are going to lay down me bourgeon my load, but I want to save it for your mellisonant virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my foundation and kisses me trench. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh smasher, relax, the salutary is yet to derive. '' He lays me back on the bed again and grovel on top of me. He puts his hand over my back talk and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your tight pussy now. It will ache for a arcminute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will hail back and beg me for Thomas More, probably tomorrow dark after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls at rest I will derive for you. I am gon na make you lick your mothers cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more agitate. I ca n't pass off with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the head of his cock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to wiggle. care consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my mouth and tells me to stick still. `` Open your legs. I am ready to feel that tight virgin puss. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his bridge player over my sass still. Tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so besotted, so undecomposed. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could inscribe your virgin pussy and Teach you to be a woman. Now I will depend forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to propel, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so mark but my body begins to respond to him. My consistency starts to tense up up and begins to tingle all over. So many adept I have never felt. Not bad feelings, good impression. Very good notion. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs further apart and goes mystifying. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted disco biscuit to be my kickoff, not Sam. My mothers 45 yr old beau. I want this to blockade, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. `` William Tell me my cock feeling serious in your pussy baby '' He has my legs in high spirits in the air, on his berm, pushing arduous and deep in my twat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, voiceless. I jump, More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your cock spirit thoroughly in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling voice. `` Good girl, you will always severalise me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' trade good missy, your hot tight puss is so addictive. I may involve it again and again. But for now I am gear up to fill you full phase of the moon of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My consistency is such a double-dealer. The sentience I feel are good, my fear turns into passionateness, my infliction into delight. My consistence starts to tense and shake and throb on it 's own. I can no longer ensure any of my own dead body functions. I feel extravagant moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that bully. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him groan loudly and push in cryptical, very deep. I can finger hot liquid squirting thick in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a unspoilt young woman Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thigh again and begins to lick all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a mysterious candy kiss on my back talk as his mouth is replete of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me deep and foresighted and groan.



'' Was n't that salutary baby. Our cum conflate together tasting so safe. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste it often. next fourth dimension, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could opine was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a practiced missy tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this closed book between us and do n't assure anyone. The future time I come for you I expect you to get along to me willingly. You will beg me to bang you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my dead body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to osculate me on my os frontale and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school day and takes me to his situation. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was compensate about so many things. I did learn to be a cleaning lady. The first metre I was with Adam he was very proud of with me. Part of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?