I grew up in a little suburban townhouse with my mom and my stepdad, without really knowing my dad. Growing up I didn't have a lot of self-confidence or self-esteem. We didn't have a lot of money and as a teenager I didn't tone I any pretty. My mom had for near of my life been on unemployment benefit and my stepdad was in and out jobs as a motortruck driver. So, growing up we never had a lot of money. Therefore, I was always dressed in apparel from the supermarket unlike my schoolfellow who were dressed in clothes from the clothes stores and even brands. One day my mom agreed to take me shopping because all my underwear was too low and started ripping up around the pliable.

When looking around the stock I found a double pack with Shirley Temple Black thong and a per of low waistline visible radiation blue air ripped blue jean. I thought I wound seem exceedingly aplomb in these and for once I would could wear a thong in the storage locker elbow room like the other girls at schooling instead of my boring out-used scanty. I showed them to my mom and she answered."You aren't going to be well-off with that underclothing and I'm not going to buy you jean that are already broken. I found these for you instead and they are also cheaper."A six pack of panties for the same price and a per of pattern black jeans. I unwillingly accepted her choices.

My looks as a 16 years old daughter could at best be described as norm. I have dark Robert Brown hair's-breadth with flush, light blue almost Second Earl Grey centre and a ring in the side of my nose I had done on my 15th birthday. I am 163cm tall and at that time I had a little round cheeks, chubby around my stomach, and a little too big butt with a few stretch marks on at the slope. Of class, even being a little chubby I still had pocket-size chest which were only B-cups.

In schooltime I didn't get particularly good grades and even though I was always trying to be dainty to masses and make friends, it was like I was completely invisible to everyone else. The boys didn't pay me any attending and the other miss mostly made fun of me because of my looks, clothes, or because I probably was the only little girl in class without any sexual experience.

Only exception was Alice who was always squeamish to me. We would always eat lunch together and per up for chemical group workplace. Even if she hung out with me at school day and didn't socialise much with the others, they never picked on her like they did with me. I guess because they were a picayune restrain by her. She was smart, came from a successful mob, and had a slayer body. She was 175cm tall, an always suntanned thin body and big D cup sized breast. However, we wouldn't really hang out together outside school because she always had preparation, family things or played soccer which she played on one of the secure squad in the area.

Therefore, after school I would normally just go home plate and sit in my way listen to music and browsing through sociable sensitive while fantasizing about how my life would be if a had been as hurt and pretty as Alice. I was so jealous of her. I always thought she had the perfect life. Sometimes when laying in my bed at night I would fantasies what one of the good-looking boy from the older course would do to her in bed. Touch her. buss her. cerebration of that, would fix me aroused.

It was one calendar month into the summertime vacation after I finished the 1st twelvemonth of high school. It was Saturday around 18:00 and I heard my mom calling me down from the kitchen telling me dinner was quick. On my way down the steps, I saw my stepdad and mom already at the dining table in the centre of the kitchen when someone knocked the front line door twice and open it right away. It was my half-brother, Brian. Technically he was the son of my step-dad so I had no biological family relationship with him. But I still called him my half-brother. He is 4 year older and had never lived with us. We were not really close and actually he had a way to always pointing out my flaws like asking me I gained weight or why I wasn't going out with friends.

While all four was eating dinner my mom almost rhetorically asked me if I had any design tonight even if she knew I wasn't going anywhere. I shook my point and looked down on my plate.

Brian said :"I got invited to three unlike party tonight but I will head over to Jakobs in a bit. His parents are not home so he has the hale house for himself. I think more than 50 masses will be there"

Jakob was 3 old age older than me and had just graduated from the Sami gamey school I went to a month earlier. He was for certain one of the most popular guy at the unscathed school and only hung out with the other popular boy and girls from the locality. Even the most pop girl from my socio-economic class weren't in his league and probably wasn't going to be at Jane Jacobs party.

"Can I descend with please ?"I asked."Please, I won't bother anyone."

My mom turned her chief and looked at Brian before saying

"You should lead her with, otherwise she is going to sit in her room and be miserable the rest of the Nox ”. I weirdly looked at my mom for being that honest.

"I won't stay for long I just want to go to a party for a change, please, please can I number"I begged.

"Okay but im leaving in 5 minutes and im not gon na hold off for you"Brian disappointingly answered.

"5 moment ! ?"I surprisingly repeated.

I rushed upstairs and changed my jammies pants I had been wearing all day with the new black blue jean and a grey t-shirt. I didn't have anything more festive. I put mascara and eyeliner on and ran down the stairs and found my shoe. Brian already had his cap on and was talking on the sound. I waved and smiled to my mom and stepdad who was still sitting at the board. I turned around and followed Brian out the front door.

We walking around 15 mo while Brian was talking on the phone all the way there, so I followed just behind him. When we arrived to the business firm, I felt aflutter. I followed him around the house and into the backyard where around 25 people there sitting, talking and laughing. Music came from a big speaker in the garden. Brian pointed to a table full of beers, wine-colored and some soda water which I guess were mostly used to mix with the stronger alcohol like vodka, rum and whiskey.

I went to the table to pour some sprite with a petty stir of vodka in a pliant cup. I turned around and couldn't see Brian anywhere so I sat down on a plastic garden chairperson next to me and looked over at the other people. A chemical group of girls, clearly a span of years older than me, came to the table to prepare a drunkenness. They looked at me and wisped something before breaking out in laughter. They then returning back to the former end of the garden.

I sat there taking sips of my deglutition for a piece before a guy came out of the theater and poured himself a whiskey and cola. He was kind of good looking. He was marvellous and tight-fitting and had short simple machine cut blonde hair. He was dressed in jeans and a Theodore Harold White army tank top exposing the tattoo covering his unit justly arm.

He looked at me and asked ;"are you enjoying the party ?"

I turned around to see if he was talking to person behind me. To my surprise there was no one so I nodded to him and looked down shy.

He asked"what are you drinking"

"Just some sprite and vodka"I answered.

He poured two shots of whiskey and said"Jakob and I are best supporter and he asked me so make surely everyone is having fun ”. At the Lapp time, he reached one of them to me while preparing to drink the former himself.

"Cheers"he said and drank the shot.

I hesitated a bit before drinking it. Instantly I felt it burning in my mouth and down my throat. I coughed and felt the warmth in my cheeks.

"You aren't much of a toper"he proclaimed.

I blushed and looked down. I had never been drunk before.

He poured two more and cave in me one.

"I can't"I said.

"park, you don't face like soul who goes out a lot. Its thoroughly for you"he insisted.

I took the dig and quickly tope it. I was even stronger than the first one. I felt my stomach routine, but managed to keep it down. He came and sat next to me and asked me what school I went to and if I liked it.

I lied and said I liked it a lot and things like that. I felt the alcohol started working its way on me. I don't think the side by side minutes until he suddenly got up and took my manus before saying.

"Come with me ”.

I followed him into the house and up the stairs. It wasn't before we got to a sleeping accommodation, I realized his intentions. Even if I wanted to lose my virginity, I didn't want it to bump like this. Anyway, the alcohol made me unable to retrieve straight and I was also afraid he would be upset and make a prospect if I rejected him. I stood in the middle of the room and I was so drunk the whole elbow room was spinning.

He closed the doorway and went directly to catch my ass with one of his hands while the former grabbed one of my breasts. He come closelipped to kiss me so opened my mouthpiece as he stuck his whole tongue into my lip. I stood paralyzed there for what felt like an timelessness while he took of my T-shirt and bra exposing my breasts. I had never been naked in front of a guy before so I tried to cover my bosom with my hands. He then opened the top bottom in my blue jean and stuck his manus into my panty, before pulling it back out.

"You are not shaved"he said disappointingly while looking weirdly at me.

In the Saami second, I remembered that I haven't shaved since the summer falling out started. Normally, I didn't care too a good deal about it since I wasn't sexually active and only did it because the other girls at school would be shaved and would laugh at me and say that why I can't get laid. I looked down my unfastened jeans and saw my dark pubic tomentum sticking out of my panties.

I blushed and felt my cheeks turn red from superfluity.

He put his deal back down my scanty and ungently rubbed a match of his fingers up and down between my pussycat lip while I held my breath. I grabbed around his radiocarpal joint trying to signal that he was hurting me.

He stopped and took his clothes off exposing his already half cadaver turncock. It was shaved without a hair on it. He grabbed my shoulder joint and pressed me down on my knee joint in front of him. I had never been in this position before. I looked at his tool before nervously grabbing and pulling back on his tool exposing its purple foreland. His manus went around my neck and pressed me closer. I stuck out my tongue and licking the head of his cock a mates of times. His shaft grew and stiffened up to turn fully erected. It was quite long, approx. 17cm ( 6.7 inch. ) but was relatively thin.

I then opened my mouth and wrapped by lips around the head. His started moving his hips back and forth while his hand around my neck kept my headway steady, making my back talk glid up at down his hammer. He tightened his grip around my neck opening and suddenly trusted his hip joint forward, jamming the unhurt length of his shaft all the way into my calendar month and down my pharynx.

I instantly gaged on his turncock and my eyes teared up. I pulled my read/write head back and gasped.

"You are doing well"he said."out-of-doors up your rima oris again"

I opened my oral fissure once again. This time, he slowly pushed his prick into my backtalk until the tip of his stopcock hit the back of my pharynx making me gag once again. I felt a tear running down my cheek

He then stopped pushing it further in but kept it down my throat. I gagged again. I could palpate my stomach compress like I wanted to vomit. He pulled his cock out again with my dribble dripping down from my chin and his cock.

"Your hammer is too big, I can't call for it like that"I said.

"Then adopt of your trouser and get up on the bed"he commanded.

I did as he said and sat on the edge of the bed with closed stage. Still influenced from the intoxicant, I felt like the room spinning around the bed.

He bended down and got a condom from his blue jean and rolled it on his cock, before walking to the bed. He grabbed my legs under the knees and turned me around on all four, with him standing just behind me between my legs. He pulled my pantie down to my human knee and grabbed my ass with both men to pass around my tush cheeks apart giving him the full phase of the moon view of my hairy pussy and ass.

"You have big snatch lips for a pocket-sized girlfriend ”. He said surprised.

I have quite big labia and a meaty pussy. When comparing myself to the other girls at school, which had nice small pussies, I always had to try and hide my so that they wouldn't see it. It made me insecure about myself because I didn't think I had a pretty snatch and also, I had heard that Guy only liked pussies with little lips.

He spat down on my ass and put his erect cock between my butt impudence and slid it back and forth a couple of multiplication over my motherfucker before starting to press his cock inside my cunt. I reached down between my pegleg to propagate my pussy sassing while nervously saying :

"Please be gentle with me"

With both his hands holding my pelvic arch he slowly but steady pressed his rooster into my pussy. Even thought my tight cunt resisted, he pressed it all the way up. I whimpered and curved my back to ease the pain.

"shit you are closely"he said.

He pulled his cock out and pressed it all the way in again. The botheration felt like a knife went thought my lower stomach and made my legs handshaking. He continued to bonk my pussycat while I whimpered. Every time he thrusted, I could hear the clapping between my ass boldness and his rosehip. He put a pillow under my hips and grabbed my neck and pushed my head down the bed making my ass stick right up the air.

He speeded up and started to breathe heavier as he pounded my pussy harder. I clenched my teeth from pain while I sobbed. He pulled out and moaned loudly as I with one endorse musical interval wave felt the warmth from his warm cum shoot out over my cover and ass.

"That was awesome"he said.

He quickly got dressed again and threw me a T-shirt he found on the floor.

"Here, use this to cleanse yourself up ”, he said.

"See you downstairs"he said and left the elbow room.

I fell down on my stomach and froze up. My legs were tired and my kitty-cat was burning. Still affected from the alcohol I got the t-shirt and dried of his cum before I put my clothes back on. I was in no humor to party so I walked down the stairs and out the look door. As I in a profligate stride began walking house, I started crying. When I came household my mom and stepdad was asleep so I ran up to my way and threw myself on the bed.

Even if I finally lost my virginity, I was sad because my offset time was nothing like I expected. Like well-nigh former little girl that age I always thought it was going to be romantic with a futurity beau and not like that night.

This was my first of many intimate experiences to come .